About adulthood


 Being older, I can see more and more how life is   short...        
A few years ago, I have started my education and soon I' ll go to the high school. In 3 years I' ll be an adult! Time is so fast.
It's funny (well, it's not funny, it's terrible!) I didn't find what's perfect for me and what I could do all my life for those stupid fifteen years. 
I am often afraid that when I finally find such a thing, it will be too late to do it in my life; so I will be pressure to work where I will not like it.
But coming back to that I'll be an adult in three years. Three years is such a short time. I can' t imagine myself in adulthood. I'm just a kid!!! I know nothing about life that I live. On the whole, on the one side, it frighten me but on the second it can be such a new start. If I am an adult the world is open for me and my new ideas for life. I like that I can do literally everything I want, but what if I "fail"? If we are still teenagers, this is not a good time to choose our future. 
I think I should be more responsible to be able to adult life. To become an adult I still lack too many features and I am too 'childish'.
 However, people keep telling me that it's time to think what I want to do in my life. Maybe that's why I stress so fast. Nevermind, I hope that I find my fate (yeah, I believe in such stuffs :))
I would like something in the near future (not yet :)) to make me more mature and confident. Something, that prepare me for real life.

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